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MESSAGES
FROM ASSISI
May 23,
2005
Well, I am about to leave Assisi and
head for Roma! This will probably be my last email before I return to the
States on May 29th, Sunday. Jim and Barb Beatty are meeting me at the
airport. Praise God!
From the Journal: My visit to Mount
LaVerna was outstanding! God gave me good weather and I had time to pray
and see the many sites at LaVerna. I was stunned when I approached the
place where San Francesco would meditate on the Passion of Christ. I
recognized it immediately due to a picture that Jim McGinnis from the
Institute of Peace and Justice in St. Louis, MO gave me a couple of years
ago. Wow! For a moment I couldn't move. Then I began to take some pictures
of this holiest of sites. When I entered into the place, there is a huge
boulder that protrudes out and you can take shelter under it. I told the
Lord, if it has stood here all these years, please don't let it fall on me
now. Then I put away the camera and began to pray with my hand on the
wooden cross that has been placed under the boulder. This is where I
opened my heart to God and gave him all of you and your intentions. He let
me know that God is always with me, wherever I go and I began to cry. I
then went to see the place where Francis would rest. I said to God that
this is the place I would spend my time. It also is located in a cave.
When I saw his bed of solid stone, I began to have second thoughts. I
knelt down and prayed the Our Father. It was here that I heard in my heart
that the words of the Our Father: "thy will be done on earth as it is in
Heaven;" contains the "Rivo Torto" of Francis and Clare and this is where
the physical world and the sacred cosmos come together. Wow! From the
moisture, there was a little pool of water being formed and so I blest it
and used it as holy water to sign myself with the same cross that we all
carry, like Jesus, Il Signore. And as Padre Pio says: "Jesus carried the
cross; we only have to carry a small part of it." Praise the Lord!
Before this all happened, I was able to attend the Eucharist at Mount
LaVerna. During the homily about Saint Bernardine of Siena, who had such a
love for the name of Jesus, I closed my eyes and I saw a tip of the cross
that spoke to St. Francis and it was in gold and I heard this sacred name
of Jesus, loud and clear; I also thought of Pastor Aubrey Singleton of Ark
Christian Center Church in KCKS, and the way he prays this name of Jesus.
Wow! Again tears came to my eyes and my heart was so moved. I also knew
all of you were with me and in prayer at the Eucharist. There is nothing
more sacred in my priesthood than the Eucharist, the prayer of Jesus
HImself to His Father, Our Father, in the power of the Holy Spirit thru
His own passion, death and resurrection; and all of us together (insieme)!
I did see the traditional site where Francis received the stigmata and
where our Holy Father John Paul II came as a pilgrim. You just can't
believe you are actually here. Since there were a lot of people in this
chapel; I moved to the chapel of St. Bonaventure, below this one and I had
more privacy to just be still. In this chapel there is a representation of
the seraph angelic Christ with six wings that came to Francis and as
Father Ed Hays says in his book on St. Francis: "laid down upon Francis
and left him with the sacred wounds of Christ." I sensed that we all carry
these wounds in one way or another as we carry our "small part" of the
cross to victory in Jesus Christ.
St.Francis asked that this site be kept holy and protected. He wanted his
best Franciscans to guard this holy site which he himself blest. Today
this continues and the postulants of the Franciscan Community come here to
begin their formation in the ways of the Gospel, just like ole San
Francesco and Santa Chiara. Being in Assisi and now at Mount LaVerna, I
feel I have touched the heart of the Franciscan Mission that began in me
as a little boy at my home parish of then St. Anthony's in KCKS. I am so
grateful to God, to you and to all who have helped me in this pilgrimage.
Pace e Bene...e Amore,
padre Dennis Wait (Diogini Aspetto)

May 11, 2005
On May 20th I will take a train to Mt. LaVerna and spend the day there and
then return to Assisi and head for Rome on May 25th. I can’t believe how
fast the time is going. Please tell the community to pray for me on May
20th.
My deepest thanks, prayers and love, ole padre Dennis
Since this is the month of May, please add this prayer that San Francesco
said to ask Our Lady’s intercession:
Holy Virgin Mary
There is no one like you born in the world among women,
Daughter and Handmaid of the most high,
Sovereign King, the heavenly Father,
Mother of our most holy Lord Jesus Christ,
Spouse of the Holy Spirit,
Pray for us,
With St. Michael, the archangel
And with all the powers of the heavens
And with all the saints
Together with your most holy beloved Son,
Lord and Teacher.
Also this prayer, that San Francesco has his Lord, His hero, saying to
Francis:
With my voice I cried out to the
Lord,
With my voice I pleaded with the Lord.
In God’s sight I poured out my prayer,
Before God the story of my troubles.
My spirit was failing within me,
But you, you knew my paths.
On this road I was walking,
The arrogant have hidden a trap for me.
I looked to my right and saw
That no one recognized me.
There is no escape;
No one cares for my life.
These words the Hero addresses to His Father:
You are my most Holy Father,
My King and my God.
Make haste to help me,
Lord God of my Salvation.
Grazie, ole padre again….

May 18, 2005
Words from my Journal:
Dear Jesus,
I desire to deeply thank you for everything and everyone who has been with
me on this pilgrimage so far. I have had an incredible time in Sicily and
Italy. I ask you to bless each person and place that I have had the
privilege to encounter.
I pray that you will provide employment for so many in the whole of Italy
and in America. I pray that people’s dreams will come true in such a way
that they will know that it is you who are making it possible.
I pray that America uses it resources to keep on building up the economy of
Italy and brings better resources for helping the people who have so little.
I pray that Italy and America will form a “bridge” that will connect more
families and friends together across the Atlantic Ocean and the
Mediterranean Sea…and the North Sea.
I ask you to bless my new found family in Salaparuta, Caccamo and Cefalu,
Sicily. Bless my new found friends in Palermo, Gibilmanna, Sciacca and
Oliveri, Sicily. Bless my friends in Assisi, Foggia and San Giovanni, Italy.
I will offer my Eucharist in Rome, Italy, for all the above intentions and
for all those I have in my heart at this time. I hope to say the Mass on May
26th, the thirty-third anniversary of my priesthood in the Archdiocese of
Kansas City in Kansas, in St. Peter’s Basilica. I am so grateful to be a
priest of the Archdiocese and a brother of Sanctuary of Hope.
As I pray the rosary in English, Spanish, now Italian and some in Latin; I
can see more and more how close we are to each other. Wherever the Spirit of
God is, there is God and there is God’s family. I feel that I am truly a
brother in this world today and to all I meet along the way.
In a book, “The Ecstasies of St. Francis”, by John Ryan Haule, he states:
“Francis (Saint) discovered the fundamental principle of all sacred
wandering…the narrow, serpentine strip of land…between…the empirical
world…and the sacred cosmos…is where these two realities come together and
every object and event encountered in ordinary consciousness has a sacred
meaning that is immediately perceptible to any one of us whose mystical
accomplishment has turned into a living isthmus.” (Arabic word is ‘barzakh’)
Francis called this experience: Rivo Torto! My last picture from Assisi is
of the Rivo Torto, the serpentine or torturous river or brook where Francis
began his first community of brothers.
Pace e Bene…e Amore, the wandering padre Dennis Wait

May 17, 2005
Another update: I did make it to San Giovanni and after I said my prayers
and poured out my heart to good ole Padre Pio, I heard the Mass beginning
in English. I could hardly believe my ears! Tim Friend gave me a holy card
with the stigmata of Padre Pio and on the back of the card it says: "All
day should be a preparation for the Eucharist." Well, I stood up from
kneeling at his tomb and turned around and there at the altar behind me
was another priest beginning the Mass in English. This was truly Padre
Pio's gift to me and all of you who I have been holding in my heart. His
grave is so simple and yet so full of grace and goodness. I also met a
family in San Giovanni and their young daughter is learning English as
well. I gave her a rosary from Assisi and they provided me with some Ritz
crackers and homemade jelly for my trip on the train back to Assisi. God
is so good!
Love, ole padre Dennis

Today is 05-05-05 and a very special celebration of May’s arrival in
Assisi. It goes from today, until the 7th of May. Something is happening
in the cosmos. I was able to get my Franciscan shroud! Praise God and
thanks to Sister Rosita of the Franciscan Sisters of the Atonement, from
America, who told me where I might find the material! It is made here in
Assisi from Franciscan material. Wow! God is good, all the time. Madre
Abbes Giacinta, OSB, and Bishop Sergio blest it. Wow!!! Also I was able to
get three Sacramentaries in Italian, one for Fr. Joseph Mancuso, and one
for Fr. Mario Moscaritolo and one for me. We have to keep that Italian
language alive in ole KC.
I am attaching a couple of pictures from the Basilica of Santa Maria degli
Angeli. This is the major Church that houses the Porziuncola of St.
Francis. This is the little chapel that St. Francis and his companions
repaired after San Damiano. This became the headquarters for the first
Franciscan community. And its simplicity is so striking inside this
basilica. Wow! I prayed for all of you here especially. Also next to the
little church, was an infirmary and this is where St. Francis died. I also
got to see this spot that commemorates his death. He died on Oct. 3rd,
1226. He was only 44 years old. There is one of the Basilica and the other
is from the Rose Garden next to the basilica. This is a famous statue of
Francis with the lamb. Here they have roses that do not have thorns.
Francis is said to have thrown himself into the roses as a penance and
because of his sanctity the thorns are gone. Wow and Praise God! This is
where Francis began and this is where he returned.
I am walking an ancient Roman road and also just returned from the Roman
Forum of Assisi (where by the way, Francis and his first companion, a
wealthy man of Assisi, Blessed Bernardo, went to read the scriptures about
selling everything and following Christ) and I feel a connection between
so many people who have gone before us with Faith that enable us today to
persevere in our faith walk with the living God. When the Romans said to
the people have good prosperity; I can hear Francis retuning this ancient
wish, with, "Pace e Bene", Peace and everything good be yours! I pray our
lives today in Italy and America and across the world will also bring a
new retuning of these ancient words that we too will have the courage, as
Jesus commands, to lay down our lives out of love for God and each other:
Therefore, Pace e Bene e Amore! The wandering padre Dennis

5-6-05
Since they are celebrating calendrimaggio, a feast which is in May and
goes back to medieval days; I am unable to get to the internet. So I will
keep writing, until probably Sunday or Monday before I can send them to
you.
My deepest thanks to Santuario di Gibilmanna and San Giuseppe Monastero in
Assisi. These two institutions let me stay at their places while in Sicily
and Italy. The first one is a Community of Capuchin Franciscan monks and
the other is a Community of Benedictine Sisters. Fr. Salvatore is the
superior of the first and Madre
Abbes Giacinta is the mother abbess of the second. I would have never been
able to make this adventure without their support and prayers. I have been
praying for these two communities that God grant them new vocations and
the resources they need to do His holy will. (I might have to send these
pictures by separate email, as not to overload the system.)
As I was coming down from The Rocca Maggiore in Assisi (ancient fortress
that overlooks Assisi), I was grateful to God for helping me get thru the
fortress, since you have to walk thru a very narrow passageway from one
tower to the other and I felt I was in a tomb. Well, I saw a narrow path
outside that went down toward Assisi; so I decided I would take this path.
I wasn’t sure where I would end up at. There were some barking dogs along
the path, but their was a fence that kept them at bay. I met another
English speaking young lady and she asked me what was ahead and I told her
that if she followed the path, she would find that it goes all the way up
to the fortress. So she thanked me and went on. I didn’t even think, until
she left, that I should have asked her what was in the direction from
which she was coming. So I kept on walking and low and behold I ended up
at the Poor Clares Capuchin Convent, called, “Santa Croce.” I was so happy
to find this place, because the name reminded me of the parish where I
help out on weekends, Holy Cross, in Overland Park, KS. I even took a
photo of the sign. I saw an open door and so decided to ring the bell. One
of the Poor Clares answered and said the Church would be open in about 10
minutes. So I waited and one of the sisters came out and showed me to the
Church. I told her I was a priest in America and that the parish’s name is
“Holy Cross.” She was delighted. We went into the Church and the Blessed
Sacrament was on the altar in the monstrance. So I went into pray and
couldn’t believe that where I was going was straight, sort of, to God
Himself. As I was praying and thanking ole Il Signore (the Lord) the
sister brought me two postcards of the place. The one has the Crucifix of
Jesus that is so prominent in the Church. It is a large, wooden statue of
the Crucified Savior. Wow! A Franciscan father came into the Church and he
had Benediction for all of us. Hearing the Poor Clares sing was like being
in Heaven. Some of them are cloistered and they had a screen that opened
on the other side of the altar. I made it back to San Giuseppe Monastero
and said my evening prayer and this is what I read in Psalm 116: “They
surrounded me, the snares of death, with the anguish of the tomb; they
caught me, sorrow and distress. I called on the Lord’s name…he has kept my
soul from death, my eyes from tears and my feet from stumbling.”
And in Psalm 121 (one of my favorites): “The Lord will guard your going
and coming both now and forever.” Amen!
Pace e Bene, ole padre Dennis
May 10,
2005
Please ask the prayer group to pray
for me on May 20th, for I will try to make it to Monte LaVerna
that day. This is the place where Francis received the stigmata. I just
hope to hear from Il Signore in a very special way that day. I also leave
for San Giovanni Rotunda on May 12th and return to Assisi on
May 13th. It is a 6 hour train ride to Foggia from Assisi.
Wow! Another adventure is launching.
I do pray for all of you and hope
you and loved ones are well. I also have appreciated your words of hope
and encouragement all the way. I can’t believe I am saying Mass with the
Bishop of Assisi from the same Church that befriended St. Francis when he
surrendered all to God! I have also seen the ancient Church in the
basement area of the present one. It is such an honor to behold all this
and more besides.
Sunday, on the Feast of Pentecost, I
hope to concelebrate with Father Abbot Cipriano, OSB and Father Roberto,
OSB, the Sacrament of Confirmation for a dozen or so young people who will
receive this sacrament. This will be held at San Pietro Church in Assisi.
You can see that the Benedictines have welcomed me too, just like they
made it possible for Francesco and Chiara to begin their communities.
Wow!
I found a book called, “The Geste of
the Great King.” It contains the English version of the same, little
office, “The Office of the Passion,” that Francesco himself prayed and
taught his community. This is ideal for people who don’t have time to say
the major Office of the Church. It is so simple and has even been put to
music. The art work is superb and based on the San Damiano Cross. Wow!
I will share it with you all when I arrive back in America. “Geste” means
a story about a great hero, like the story of King Arthur and the Knights
of the Round Table. And you know who Francis’ hero is: Gesu Cristo, Jesus
Christ, His Great King, Teacher and Lord!
For the prayer group: Francis
didn’t pour out anything; because God is the One who pours out
everything. He and Clare were only the ones through which the Pouring of
God took place. That is why they were consecrated to Poverty…to give it
all away, just like God does every moment of every day. Wow!!!
I love you, ole padre Dennis

May 3,
2005
I am back in my room, staying
at the Monastery of St. Joseph, ran by the Benedictine Sisters. They have
been wonderful to me. I am trying to sing the Liturgy of the Hours in
Italian with them. Their voices are so beautiful. I have concelebrated
Mass a couple of times with the Bishop of Assisi, Bishop Sergio Goretti.
He is close by at the Cathedral of St. Maria Maggiore Church. He is a man
of prayer and a good heart.
Yesterday, I went to visit
San Damiano Church. This is the Church that was in ruins and when Francis
was praying he heard the words from the Christ on the San Damiano Cross
say: “Build up my church; you can see how it is in ruins.” This Francis
did. This is also the place that Francis gave to St. Clare for herself
and the Poor Clares to begin their ministry. Francis and his community of
Brothers visited this place often. Matter of fact, when Francis died, his
body was brought here for the Poor Clares to venerate, before he was
buried. I can’t tell you how touched I was at this site. You can feel
the holiness of this place and St. Clare’s presence too. It is so humble
and holy. I hope to have evening prayer here with the Franciscan
community.
From my journal please add
these words of St. Clare that are carved into one of the wooden chairs at
San Damiano: “Not a voice but a desire-not clamour but love-not
instruments but hearts singing in the ears of God.” This is the essence
of Prayer. Wow!!!
How true this is. I remember
once that Satan was speaking with one of the saints and Satan could keep
up with the Saint’s prayers, but when it came to “desire,” Satan was no
match for this Saint. I pray that all of us have this kind of desire that
leads us naturally into prayer and sustains the “sacred cosmos” in us by
God’s passionate love for us and our love for God.
Love, ole padre Dennis and
today with St. Catherine of
Siena.

April 28, 2005
I just had to write you
this story. On Sunday night, last Sunday, I was on the train out of
Sicily to Italy. I wanted to see the straits of Messina, but knew I
couldn't leave my luggage alone on the train and I would have to stay with
the luggage. Well, God had other plans. When we reached the last stop
before Messina, a young man by the name of Salvatore, Savior, got into the
same cabin on the train that I was in. He was very friendly and we got to
sharing and he works for the Italian railroad. He said that he would
watch our luggage and I could go up on board of the ship and look out.
Well, there I was on the deck of the ferry looking at both Italy and
Sicily at night with the wind blowing and the waves and the dark sea below
me. In the distance was a large lit statue of Our Lady, a gift to
Messina, like our statue of Liberty. I know Our Lady had something to do
with this miracle. Salvatore got me to Rome and on the correct train to
Assisi. God is good all the time and in every place.
Love to all, Fr.
Dennis
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April 28, 2005
I made it safe and sound to
Assisi. thank God! I am enclosing two pictures from Assisi with this
email. This is truly a place of peace and goodness. I was really touched
when I prayed for everyone at the tomb of St. Francis. I felt his
presence, God's presence and the presence of many who came to mind and
heart.
Here are two pictures: the
first is of the Basilica of St. Francis and the other is of the Basilica
of St. Clare. The two are always together in one way or another. Today I
visited the Church of St. Damiano, where the Crucifix spoke to St.
Francis. It really touched me as well. Hope to send some pictures of
this holy site later.
God bless you, Pace e Bene,
Peace and Everything Good,
ole padre Dennis
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